It doesn’t matter

The power of  “This doesn’t matter”

You know that moment where the stars align just right and you are smacked in the face with what you can not deny is a sign that the universe?

That moment when you feel the slight pull in your gut and that voice in your head that whispers…. “BITCH!!You’ll need this later.”

For weeks, you have felt less intense versions of this feeling but ignored it, Until now. It’s too loud and in your face to put your fingers in your ears like a 10 year old and act like you can’t hear. God got tired of your shit… He knows you’ve been getting the message, but choosing to ignore it.

Well….

Today I ran across a TikTok video that was all that plus some.

 In said video dude blew my whole mind when he said: and im paraphrasing because years of dissociation has kind of fucked up any chance at memorizing shit word for word… so…. Give me some grace here.

“ When you respond to any situation with This doesn’t matter, it allows you space to decide what you actually think rather than reacting to what you’ve been conditioned to think is going on. No matter what the situation, if you stop, take a deep breathe and tell yourself, this doesn’t matter, you are creating space to realize that nothing is anything until you decide the meaning. YOU give meaning to every moment. Every situation. Every encounter. Everything. And by just simply taking a breath and reminding yourself that this doesn’t matter until I decide it does, you become more responsive and less reactive and… You actually take the time to decide what it means to you.”

When I tell you MY WHOLE FUCKING MIND IS BLOWN right now!!

This.

This is the inspiration I have been searching for.

This is my abundance.

This is the sign I sat in the shower floor begging God for.

Accountability is a game changer.

I have learned this.

I broke many toxic cycles in my life by taking accountability for my shit. Seeing that I allowed that. Today… I am leveling up my accountability game. I have learned to take accountability in an effort to break the self-destructive thought patterns… Now I will use accountability to rebuild my thought patterns. I used accountability to kill the old version of me and now I will use accountability to create the new.

Game fucking changer.

There are defiantly levels to this shit.

And I am sooooo ready to level the hell up!!

Whose coming with me?

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 [SS1]