“I FUCKING HATE YOU!!!” “I FUCKING HATE YOU, FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART. WITH EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE. I SWEAR TO YOU, I FUCKING HAAAAAATE YOU!!” I yelled through gritted teeth and salty tears, slinging my arms around with balled fists in a dramatic display of hatred. All of the words, that up until this point, had been unsaid. All the tears left uncried. All the emotions that I had not allowed my heart to feel…OH I felt them now. It was as if someone had finally lifted the lid off of a pressure cooker. All of it. Years of it. What felt like lifetimes of pain, bubbling up…